8.5

A few weeks ago, I posted about swimsuits and eating habits and the potential for mass depression as a result. I decided to try one week of completely healthy eating just to see if I could survive. To be honest, the week wasn't that much of a success.

Enter my bloggy friend Christy. On Friday of that week, she posted this on her blog which lead me to this post on another blog. The combination of the two had me a little weepy over my own battle of the scale.

It was time.

I joined Weight Watchers Online that day. They had a free week trial so what did I have to lose? Well, besides about 60 pounds. That same night I also walked to the park with Little One while Big One and Hubs drove. It was the first time in a long time that I really walked. And it felt good. Even when Hubs drove by and waved mini cheesecakes out the window of the car.

It's been about 2 1/2 weeks since I joined Weight Watchers. I am down 8.5 pounds. I am avoiding temptations that would have easily made me cave before WW. I am so excited about the possibilities. I am excited about the healthy eating habits that have actually come easily. I am excited by the fact that I survived my first day of the 30 Day Shred. Man, Jillian Michaels is tough. Remind me never to go on The Biggest Loser.

I will likely update my progress here periodically. But honestly this is more of a personal journey for me. I want to lose weight. I want to see smaller numbers on the scale. But it's not all about the weight. It's about taking time for me. Giving myself some love and attention. I want to learn to love me more. Accept me for me. Feel comfortable in my own skin. Feel healthier. Be healthier. There are so many reasons for me to take this journey.

These are the biggest ones...